Crazy

How many of you are crazy?  Raise your hand...not THAT hand, eew!  Anyway, I'm pretty sure I'm carzy, to some extent.  Pretty sure is about as sure as I ever get -- what's beyond that, positively sure?  I have little control over my life.  Therapist told me once I have "external locus of control," which means exactly what I just said, I feel I have very little control over my life.  Happy, successful people have, or develop, "internal locus of control."  I should work on that, but how, when I realize that I'm at least a bit crazy, and thus likely to make crazy life decisions?  Talk about being stuck?  Wow!